Just as an example, didn't know any other way to describe my "kind-of-wish-I-didn't-see-th... feeling. And when most of your friends are the geeky type that spend a lot of time talking about flamethrowers, dynamites, swords, bazookas, etc. to plan for 'zombie apocalypse,' (seriously, we've had arguments about whether or not a flamethrower is a rational weapon to use on zombies - apparently it isn't by the way) one really does want to take a break from it.
Guess my final point is:
I hope my friends don't find out about these or else, they'll probably start scouring the web for them and I'll be hearing about them non-stop for at least a week...